News...

Well no news from me but alot of news nationally and well, internationally.

First and foremost, the American captain held captive by Somali pirates was rescued yesterday. He is safe and three of the four animals I mean kidnappers were killed. Good! Less killers out there!

Second, as Arrrrrmando pointed out (he beat me to the news for once!), Josh and Anna Duggar are starting their very own cult AKA Anna is pregnant. They claim they found out on February 2nd but looks as big as a house already. She is probably dropping octuplets too. All of the Duggar men need to be sterilized so we can preserve mankind from them. On their website, www.ja20.com, they write:

"If you have been wondering what the latest news is around the Duggar Family household... we're expecting!!! We found out on February 2, and passed the news to Anna's family that day. The next day we joined Josh's family for a family meeting and surprised them with the announcement! Everyone is very excited and now we are looking forward to finding out the gender of our little one!"

Ugh I feel sick reading that...
If you care enough, you can go to TLC and watch a "webisode" of them telling their family. Blah, blah, blah...

My Easter weekend was, well, eventfull but I won't go into that right now. I hope everyone had a great weekend. I have to catch up on some things and then I'll be back to b!tch some more!haha

Argh, me pirate ship!

Ok this whole Somalian pirate ship ordeal is thoroughly pissing me off. Around the world, the United States and its people our not liked. That's fine because I know we stick our noses where they don't belong and we are pushy as hell. With that said, I find the best way to resolve and prevent situations like these is to stop sending help/aide. I feel so bad for that captain who surrendered to save his crew. This crap is screwed up. The United States needs to learn how to properly prioritize and stop sending aide to Africa and keep it right here where there are children with no homes and going to bed hungry. Get a grip America...

Responsibility...

I feel obligated to write about something but it's hard when absolutely NOTHING is going on. I use to be able to sit and write for hours and now words escape me. What is happening to me?? My OCD says "write something" but everything else says "don't bore people to tears." Geez this is pretty pathetic.

Memories are where you laid them...

Once apon a time, the littlest things in life meant so much to me and made me so happy. Now it seems that very little does it for me. I had a few hours by myself this morning and so I decided that a bath and not a shower would kick ass. Well I was wrong. For about the first minute, I felt relaxed. After that, I sat there thinking that it was such a waste of time to just be sitting there. I sat there for a few more minutes before I thought that if I had took a shower I would have been done and out getting dressed. It's like it is impossible for me to relaxed. Like I am super-hyper and nothing can calm me down. Maybe it's my life I don't know. I don't know if it is the kid in me, the ADD in me, the obsessive-compulsive in me, the anal-retentiveness in me, or something else but I find it impossible to relax. I can hardly even sleep anymore unless medicated. Am I afraid I am going to miss something? I don't know. I really don't. One clue is that for awhile I got out of hard rock and now I am back into pretty heavily and I think that makes me a tad bit hyper too!haha Who knows? I was alway so hyper as a kid through my teenage years. It wore off as I got older, but now it has reared its ugly head again. I guess this is just me. Most people adore me or totally hate me!

As you can guess, it didn't work out with Robert. That's ok. It was just a couple week fling I guess. I know Mr. Right is right around the corner. I was gonna blog about it a couple weeks ago but figured who cared, right?!? I still have a few really good people in my life. Like my Arrrrrrrrrrmando (rolling my r's remember?haha). He is like my little loyal dog (NO YOU AREN'T A DOG; I know he reads this will say "I'M NOT A DOG!"). He is very loyal to me and our friendship and has been for many, many, many years and for that I am forever endebted to him and so appreciative of him and to him. He loves me with all my hyperness and craziness and my hint of paranoia as he says! We are so much alike it's scarey! I tell him he is a male version of me and he says I am the female version of him. I have had MANY, MANY friends come and go and yet he is still here. I even had an old beau look me up and he was like my first love and the whole time Armando kept warning me about this guy and I guess I didn't want to hear it and in the end, everything he told me was true.

Sometimes the obvious stares you right in your face but you neglect to see it for a long time...

The Uneventful Birthday...

Thankfully it was just that! I tried to forget it was here and then it passed! Went to some relatives, went out for dinner, and came back home and had cake. With the help of a few GREAT friends, this one was OK. Thanks everyone!

Happy Birthday to me...Yay!

How come birthdays are so cool when you are younger?? Now they just suck... My birthday is tomorrow. Well I was born at 12:30am; so, I guess it isn't that far away. I know it's just a number but it sucks. Turning 30 sucks... Yes "sucks" is one of my favorite words!haha Thank god for a few special friends who are helping me survive my 30th!!! Nothing like good friends!!

"Hear my name take a good look"

Adult life sucks!! My 30th is looming around the corner and it, too, sucks. I wanna be 17 again! My birthday is Saturday and well yuck. I hope it passes without me noticing! I'm working on a puppy for my birthday. We'll see what happens. I got one present already from Armando he is beyond sweet! He got me the rerelease of TEN. No better present in the world! He knows me too well!!

Well the construction is in its final weeks of my sister's house. THANK GOD!

Well hope everyone has a great weekend!